Wooshy wooshy, dying bloggie.
Songs with meanings..
Waiting for the day when you will turn around and regret,
as you see the one person that you actually overlooked.
♦R.I.P Ahboy.
Today was a sad day for most of us. I know that this might have nothing to do with me, but im feeling pretty sad about ahboy's death.
Ahboy has always been a very very very obedient dog. Whenever we go to ahyi's house, it will always welcome us with an innocent face and a wagging tail.
It's like a buddy to me rather than a pet luh. I remember when i was young, i was very scared of it, but it slowly walked to me and when i tried to touch it, it stayed there and looked at me as though it's like making friends with me.
From then on, i've always looked forward to go to ahyi's house, because i know for sure ahboy will be there for me.
Then, a few years passed and ahyi's family bought a new dog-Cookie.
Cookie is those type that can't stay at a point for more than 10 secs one, it's very hyperactive and very naughty. I've always been scared of it haha, prolly because it will always chiong up to me when i enter ahyi's house, like wanting to bite me like that. So, yeah, i will always run away from it LOLOL. And ahboy will sorta protect me from cookie by standing in his way or diverting his attention to other things even though ahboy knew that cookie will definitely bully him (violently).
And cookie steals food! He's very greedy and ahboy always kena bullied one. But ahboy wont bark or fight back, and just give in to cookie like an older brother. & meishan jiejie will punish cookie for that. Those were the days... Slowly, we stopped visiting ahyi's house for like around a year or smth until this year when i went was during CNY 2012 (about 10 days before today?).
Meishanjiejie got an asthmatic attack before that and almost died, thankfully she managed to pull herself through and survived.
When we went, Ahboy seemed very restless and his eyes were like very pale colored alr.
Cookie was like thin down to bones literally. Very different from before. (Not like the picture shown above. Totally opposite.) At that moment, i alr felt something weird. But i didnt think much about it.
Little did i know that he will be gone today..
I just can't believe that ahboy will leave us so soon, even though i know that is inevitable, but.. I didnt expect it. I've always been scared. So scared of death, not knowing when people around me will become friends with it.
Life is short, treasure the people around you. You will never know when is the last goodbye.
Goodbye ahboy, we'll love you for eternity. Rest in peace.
After a hurricane, comes a rainbow.
Don't take it for granted. I'll give up trying eventually.
♦Happy new year. 2012.
A new year a new start.
Hello im blogging half an hour after the clock struck 12.
Hahahaha, year 2011, many things happened in this year. I got to know new people(not all are nice as i thought though), got to learn many new stuff, got to adapt to many changes & experience a handful of things. Hahaha, be it happy or sad, it's the experience that counts. Well at least for me lah.
But yeah, definitely one of the busiest year in my 15 (16 in a few months) years of life! LOL. And i can say that, i have not fulfill most of my new year resolutions for 2011. I BET ALL OF YOU ARE THE SAME RIGHT, NO? :P
Hahaha, my new year resolution for 2012 is to study hard for better results, practice hard for band SYF 2012 & lead the horn section to greater heights before i graduate, spend more time with my family and friends.
Lastly and also most importantly, to treasure life as it is now & to enjoy the littlest thing in life. Simple as that. Hmm, or maybe adding in some other small stuff lah. Like running into more hot guys? Just kidding. Haha.
Heeheehee how about you? What are your new year resolutions?
Anyways once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
( Oh yeah, btw, i've ended 2011 and started 2012 single. -Emo at a corner- )
Hahaha! Au revoir~
Yunning told me to blog about her so..
Hi dear yun ning are you like, reading this? HAHAHA THANKS FOR WISHING ME HNY AH WOMAN!
(And also thanks to many other people la haha.)
Rebirth.
Went down to chinese garden today for jamming with Rebirth~
(I mean yesterday since im blogging at 2AM. )
Met with Vernice and pei her bought her stupid mosburger soup haha then we headed to CG with ts and imran.
Hmmm, kinda (Y) today i guess, like hmm, can see some improvements on my singing? :]
And quite fun luh, all the guys are as jiao as ever TROLOLOL.
Thanks to liankai for ciji-ing me the night before, YA IF YOU ARE READING THIS, thanks alot ah bitch! & also weichun imran and basically all the members lah, thanks for your encouragements, i really really appreciated them!(:
Hmmm jamming ended at around 6, so we sorta went home a happy kid except for lk lol cuz MRT terminate at Marsiling. -troll-
However something sorta disappointing happened..
A few hours back, I received a phone call from Imran, telling me that we might not be able to perform any more due to some reasons, what no permission or approval what not, like WTF? ARE YOU KIDDING ME.@$%#&*
[ THANKS A LOT TO WHOEVER THAT GAVE US THE "PERMISSION". _l_ ]
Gonna find the TIC with jiajing and vern after band tmr.
Hopes for the best - fingers crossed-
Ohya, and i went to Malaysia on the other day, i think two days back or smth.
Hmm, shopping wise, it was meh. Almost everything is the same as SG. Probably because we went to like the malls and not the streets or smth, ok idk what im talking hah, and Vernice told me about her encounter with disgusting hotel rooms in msia haha okay abrupt ending, toodles~
Ps: Willie stalked me today, he told me that he read almost all my entries starting from from 2009. ( See! Im mentioning you now ah, don't say i didn't k. You better be honored you ass. )
BPMB & BMB Horn Section
Hahaha went to Bowen for exchange today. :D
Kinda fun, made some new friends i guess haha.
Hope to see them again.
♦Thailand trip.
New blogskin. (Y)
Hahaha, just came back from Thailand. It was a wonderful and enriching trip for me.
I used to think that the Thais were actually unfriendly and crap, but NO, almost each and everyone of them are like super sociable and polite. Hahaha.
Anyways, these are a few fun things i remembered that we did in Chiangmai.
1. Went to a university and check out their botanical garden.
Look at that flower that im holding. It may look cute and harmless, but when i tried tasting it (which the host suggested us to), IT LITERALLY MADE MY WHOLE MOUTH NUMB WTH. But it was fun anyway heehee.
2.Went to their elephant camp and rode on elephants !
That's me and vernice on the elephant yo. :D
3. Had my shirt painted over at the sa paper factory place.
This lady over here painted that on my shirt.
I wanted to say that chiangmai really has alot of talented people in their country, they know how to do all sorts of things!
(Sidetrack) Even their marching bands are like thumbs up. (Y)
4.Went over to some hot springs place~
Btw, we had out legs soaked! And the water there is like real hot.
6. We did some lantern thingy ! The one that's always shown in those chinese dramas one.
THAT'S ALL.
Actually there's alot more, but these are a few things which i think are more interesting throughout the trip.
I wanted to do a day by day post initially but aiya, stm, i've forgotten the order of the activities, like which day was it etc. Hehehe.
Ohya !
See that lady over there?
She is one of those people that sells things on the street. Similar to our tissue papers aunties and uncles over here in singapore.
Initially when she walked over to us when we were resting at some three prince statue thingy and offered us some handmade accessories, i thought she was just another typical money-cheater who roams about the streets wanting to earn quick money by selling off her things to people at some unreasonable high price, demanding them to buy and stuff, but i was wrong (again).
She was like friendly and nice. She sold those accessories at a very low price, like rings at 10baht(40cents) each and through what i understand from her hand signs, she just wants some money to buy some food for herself.
Seeing that, i wanted to help her by buying some of the things from her, but when i looked into my wallet, i only had big notes and no small change, thus i rejected her offer. Sigh.. Which resulted her to walk away.
Despite that, she still smiled at us before leaving. :'<
At that point in time, i felt very sorry and guilty for her and what made it worse was when she took out some food, like bread crumbs or smth and fed them to the birds nearby. Awwww... What a kind soul right? She didnt have food her herself and yet she fed the birds. How ironic.
Anw, after that, she walked to a bench in her vicinity and sat now, like some lonely person. Like wahpiang super saddening lor please !
Thankfully, Zoe lent me some small change and some of the L1 people including me decided to help the lady out by buying things from her.
I won't forget the look on her face when she saw us approaching her, she was like immediately taking out all her handmade stuff and presented them to us, spamming thai words while smiling so genuinely.
Even though i dont understand a word, but i could see that she was a kind soul.
May she be blessed haha :]
Anyway to end off the post, i shall show you...
A flowery photo of me~ Heeheehee.
K no puking.
BYE~